i’ve been quiet this week…

…because I’ve been BURSTING with things I couldn’t tell you.

First of all… Meet Jacob.

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My new nephew. This sweet, sweet, darling new love in my life!

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I can’t get to see him fast enough. My husband had to restrain me from jumping in my car and driving 12 hours roundtrip in a 24 hour period. I am dying to kiss that little face. He’s even cute when he does this:

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Then this morning, my brother-in-law, came home safely from his tour in Afghanistan.

HE's HOME

God hears our prayers. Oh yes, he does!!!

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

the epidemic of hate

As I’ve been reading up on the Day of Silence - a student-led national event to end anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment in schools – I’ve been shocked and saddened by what I’ve seen.  The antagonistic attitude and message of hate towards homosexuals from the Christian community can be enough to turn your stomach.  These issues are certainly a hot topic – the cover of my time magazine this week was a lesbian couple kissing. Its everywhere. But regardless of how I feel about it personally – there is an epidemic of hate and intolerance in the world that needs to stop.

GLSEN’s 2009 National School Climate Survey found that nearly 9 out of 10 LGBT students report verbal, sexual or physical harassment at school and more than 30% report missing at least a day of school in the past month out of fear for their personal safety. Did you read that? More than THIRTY PERCENT of students are missing school out of fear. Another GLSEN study found that in the course of a single school year, two-thirds of teens reported being verbally or physically harassed because of their perceived or actual appearance, gender, sexual orientation, gender expression, race/ethnicity, disability or religion.

Its not just about sexual orientation, folks. Kids are bullied for their religion. Their disabilities. Their race. Their clothing, their acne, their parents…. everything is fair game.

That is wrong. I don’t care what religion, race or sexual orientation someone is.

I will stand up. I will teach my children to love their neighbor – whoever that neighbor might be. I will teach them that our differences are something to be celebrated.  I will teach them to speak the truth of the Bible, but we are not the ultimate judge. I will teach them to be love and lights in this world and that calling people derogatory names is NOT part of that equation. I will teach them to stand up for people who are being hurt.

I will teach them the value of a human life. And of a human spirit.

 

finding peace

I’m having a lot of anxiety lately.

I’m a planner. Its the Type A in me. I even make spreadsheets for vacations. Multiple spreadsheets. Clothing spreadsheets, activity spreadsheets… everything printed out and organized in a folder. I’m super fun to travel with, really. (Its completely genetic, too. My mom and sis are the same way. You should see it when we go on vacation together. EPIC.)

So the fact that we have a moving van booked for a day in June, yet NO IDEA where that moving van will be going to is really getting to me.

I’m trying my best to believe what we keep telling our kids.

That this move is a great adventure. That everything will work out. That there is a home for us. That God is taking care of us.

But some days, its hard to believe the words coming out of my mouth.

Especially when we call to make a bid on a house and find out it sold hours before. Especially when we find a house that fits exactly what is on our ‘Dream House” list and have to watch it slipping out of our grasp. Especially when I have to tell the moving company, “Actually, we don’t know where you’ll be moving us to.” Especially when my daughters are disappointed about a house and ask questions like “Why wouldn’t they want to sell us their house? We would love it and take care of it!” and we have to explain that its about money, not who wants it most. That one is a hard lesson to learn, even as an adult.

I’m just praying for peace. For a house that we can love, where we can raise our family, where we can be part of a community and share with people around us. Praying that I can believe the things I’m telling the kids.

Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.

Psalm 27:14

they are listening

Colin hit his sister in the face with a football. So he was sent to his room for time out while I dealt with his crying sister. Standing outside his room, I heard his talking and sobbing: “Help me. Please help me. I hit my sister with a football and I’m so sorry. I’m so [...]

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i’m king of the world!

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Colin won the game we were playing. Since he is all boy, he immediately started running around the living room in circles, pumping his fists in the air, yelling “I’M THE KING OF THE WORLD!! WOOOOOOO!!!! I’M THE KING OF THE WORLD!!” Then he stopped and looked at me. “Mom, I’m just joking. I’m not [...]

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i surrender

Its been a weird few weeks. Losing Gracie was terrifying. Utterly terrifying. A week later, the kids school was in lock-down for 2 hours due to a suicidal gunman behind the school. (I didn’t write about that before. Couldn’t even find the words.) Two friends from high school died suddenly. I’m watching friends and family [...]

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inspiration 6.12

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Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father; There is no shadow of turning with Thee; Thou changest not, Thy compassions, they fail not; As Thou hast been, Thou forever will be. Great is Thy faithfulness! Great is Thy faithfulness! Morning by morning new mercies I see. All I have needed Thy hand hath provided; [...]

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DaySpring: Our Faith at Home *GIVEAWAY*

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As a family, we constantly are striving to incorporate our faith around our home. A few things we do: We have a shelf of kid’s Bibles and devotional books in our hallway, right outside the kids’ bedrooms, where they can easily access them on their own. My girls both write their memory verses on their [...]

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letting go of the future

Yesterday morning, we found out that my husband's company was being bought out. Suddenly our future wasn't quite as sure as we thought it was. Our Master Plan for the next 5 years was suddenly irrelevant. His department is now redundant. Would he be laid off? Would he be transferred? Where? Should he look for [...]

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inspiration – 4.3

You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;    you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit;    a broken and contrite heart    you, God, will not despise. Psalm 51: 16-17 Tweet

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